Dumbfound, both of them.
"Are you sure... this is not another of your dreams?" He could feel the shaken of his soul. Definitely they are gasping at the scene.
"This is no dream I'm afraid". Without opening his mouth, he answered the soul through telepathic voice. He couldn't talk, or he felt like he shouldn't? Somehow his feeling was mixed. Joy, excitment, hesitation, and even afraid. Why did this carry so much unexplained emotion?
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The girl they longed too meet, now standing just 20 meters in front of them.
But wasn't it wrong? Wasn't she suppose to be here?
And most of all, "what should I do?" he asked himself, or his soul. The question was not directed to anyone, it was a question from someone who was in a desperated situation.
"Pull yourself together, I know something's strange too, but do not lose your composure. Maybe she's just someone who resembles that girl so much, that's all." Trying to convince themselves, the soul reassured.
No, it was not resembling, at all. It was her. He could not mistake that hair, that stand, and her white filly dress. There would be no one to wear such kind of dress these day.
"Come on, you know too well that that's none other than her, right? Right now we have to face the truth that the girl truly appeared, and unfortunately, right in front of us. But I asked you what we should do? don't try to avoid it please!"
He needed help, especially in case like this. However his soul seemed to be lost in thought too, both of them just stand still and gaze at the image of the girl from the back as if something precious but very fragile.
afraid
Why am I so nervous?
Is it because I fear she will disappear?
Or is it the fear of something else, fear of the crumbling reality?
Or is it all just illusion, and I finally go insane?
However,
Should I go and talk to her? Or should I just stay here and watch her disappearing again?
But what would happen if I make contact with her? what if that is forbidden?
Or should I just turn around and walk away as if nothing happened?
For a moment, time stood still, the world stopped moving, and everything/everyone around him seemed to freeze. He felt like being knocked down and laying unconsciously on the floor. The only difference was he was standing, not laying. He had to seek assist from his soul, the only one could help him now, at least he thought so. The moment he was going to talk, he heard another voice.
"So you do have a soul."
Before he could realise, the girl had already turn back, and facing him/them.
Now he could be sure this was her. The one standing there couldn't be anyone else but her.
Because he could see her face.
The face of sorrow, the face of sadness, the face of regret.
The girl with the most beautiful and emotionless face he had ever seen.
-End chapter 2-
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