I've strengthen my resovle and tried to write more often. Of course this is not for the sake of making another project or improving the current ones. I know that I have no talent in writting and creating story or whatsoever, but it didn't hurt to try did it?
Then why I am still writting? Well, first of all I am bored, and confused. I have like, a month left before I take the exam to commit myself into a new education program, but I still have no ideas on what to study, what to focus and therefore I'm just dazing around, doing nothing and worrying about the future, as usual.Second reason is that I want to keep my language in check, cause it's been so long and I haven't used it properly. I did get a pretty high score in the English qualification exam but it was 3 years ago, and now I'm not even sure all these things are grammartically correct.
Then what should I write about? My daily life? That would be extremely boring, and wouldn't last for more than one paragraph. Recently, I've been seeing a girl and she gave me a few tips on writting which I find pretty handy. For example, she told me to start with short stories instead of focusing on those novels which requires a lot of time, ideas and development to complete. I myself find that true, since I've been hitting the wall with the two novels for a long time. On the other hand, writing short stories can be much simpler when I have to only focus on a single ideas, and nothing else. So all I have to do is to gather idea to make a readable short story, and I just need to keep writting short stories untill it becomes a habit. If only she can directly guide me in my writing, that would be great. So instead of a novel about my long pointless life, I could just write a short story about a really bad or good day, and that's about it.
So that's it? Stop rambling and start writting? Easier said than done, I'm nowhere near what you call an amateur writer yet, not even beginner. I'll call myself a writer wannabe. Funny how of all the thing that I've experienced, writting seems to befit me the most, and at the same time I suck so hard at this. Seems like every activities I want to do (or have interested in), I have no talent or extremely bad at those. But the intriguing thing in being bad is that when you improve, you will find the joy of improvement and then you look back, seeing how far you've gone, you'll be surprise how you could be able to do all of that.
For now I'll TRY to make this a habit, or hobby if I could. But you know what they say, you can't write without inspiration, literature is a special form of art that turns feeling, emotion, visions, sounds into words, words that make people experience what you want them to, therefore it require a lot of passion from the writer, and talent too. I don't have talent, so I should compensate it with passion.
That's it for now. Will continue later.
So that's it? Stop rambling and start writting? Easier said than done, I'm nowhere near what you call an amateur writer yet, not even beginner. I'll call myself a writer wannabe. Funny how of all the thing that I've experienced, writting seems to befit me the most, and at the same time I suck so hard at this. Seems like every activities I want to do (or have interested in), I have no talent or extremely bad at those. But the intriguing thing in being bad is that when you improve, you will find the joy of improvement and then you look back, seeing how far you've gone, you'll be surprise how you could be able to do all of that.
For now I'll TRY to make this a habit, or hobby if I could. But you know what they say, you can't write without inspiration, literature is a special form of art that turns feeling, emotion, visions, sounds into words, words that make people experience what you want them to, therefore it require a lot of passion from the writer, and talent too. I don't have talent, so I should compensate it with passion.
That's it for now. Will continue later.
