Nov 2, 2013

Chapter 9: Midnight stroll

In the dark of the night, the girl was walking. 
Gathering all the strength left, she tried to go as fast as possible.
She couldn't allow her feeling to be swayed.

They are just all liars.
They can never be trusted.

That's the thing she learned about this world. 
This world taught her about cruelty, about treacherous.  
They were all the same.

Were they?

The girl stopped for a while, to catch a breath, and to think.
Thought about why.
Why did she act like that?
Why did she ask for help?
Why them?
She had a goal, yet didn't know how to achieve it.
Only thing she could do was keep on going and watching.
And she thought she was right, until she saw them.

Two of them, similar yet different.
Their existence tied with each other.
It was suprisingly strange to see a soul left in this place.
And all of the people, the soul chose to reside in a hollow man.

What did he saw in that man?

Whatever the answer, it didn't matter for her now, she thought.
Since she had made up her mind, one soul would not stop her to achieve her goal.

And the girl kept on walking, slowy and steadily.

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Meanwhile, not very far away.

"Darn, where could she possibly go in such late hour like this?" The night was not a favourable condition for Kai due to his not-so-good eyesight.

"Really, why do you care? She'll be fine on her own if she manages to left without you noticing." His companion didn't seem to take silence treatment seriously. 

"At this point, even if I tell my reason, what could it change? You will eventually deny it like always." He ran around, looking in every corners.

Seems like he's genuinely worrying - for the first time his soul saw Kai actually put his thought onto some things, moreover, someone. Bad as it was, there's nothing he could do beside desperately keeping him out of trouble. 

"Cheh, so that's how it goes." he said, "seems like I have no choice but to help you then."

"Huh? I just thought that you might come quietly, but not expected to receive help from you." Kai questioned.

"I'd love to stay and watch, but my duty does not allow it. Don't think that I will change my opinion about this later on." The voice returned to his normal assertive manner.

"Whelp, it's good to have you along anyway, thanks bro." Kai smiled, a smile no one could see.

"Don't thank me just yet. Anyway, do you have any ideas where to find her?" A just question.

"Well, ummm.... nope." Typical answer from the guy.

"Christ, you ran off to find someone you just met and you don't even know where to look? Are your brain actually functioning?"

"I just thought that I have to find her, and about the details..." He scratches his head. This boy rarely thought something through before making action.

"[Sigh] and what's with that thing?" His voice turned his attention to the bag Kai's carrying.

"Oh this? I guess she will not welcome our appearance, so I need an excuse."

"You always think about the unnecessary." He frowned.

"It's important for me though." Kai replied.

Important? cause you've fallen for her you idiot. 

The answer was obvious for the soul. He had known all along that Kai had a thing for that girl from the start. It was not something hard to understand, for a guy to meet an indescribable beauty, no, even further than that, to see an omen in his dream. That alone could help that girl claim a major position in Kai's mind. However, only Kai was the one who had his feeling wavered, and that bugged the soul. Since they both shared the same memories and emotions, then why the soul only had such uneasy feelings toward the girl? Was this hostility? Was this fear?

Whatever it is, it can mean only one thing.
Danger's close by.
Then if it's danger, it's my duty to keep him away, but why am I helping him?

He knew the answer, it's the soul's job to give advice, and the mind to decide the action. He had given his piece, but Kai refused to follow. Even this was not the first time, but more than ever, the soul felt the weight of responsibility was on his shoulders (if he had one). For the first time, he actually knew the feeling of powerless. It was like being dragged into the maelstrom, no matter how hard you tried to swim, only one conclusion awaiting.

"Hey, guess I know where to go." Kai's voice pulled him back.

"Huh? where?" He quickly concealed his thinking. A convenient ability that the soul can perform.
I can't afford to show my weakness.

"Think about it, she had no where to go, no one she could run to. However, she managed to make a contact, then the place where she made the contact would mean something right?" Kai proudly explained his idea, kinda confusing.

"And your point is?"

"The lake man, that's where she first met us." Oh, so that was us he referred to. 

"Hmmm, I'm not sure about that, but it worth a shot. Better one than nothing then." The soul also couldn't have any better ideas, he was too occupied with analysing the situation.

They headed to the lake. It was around 11:15 pm, the street was completely empty, and the lights were dim. Somewhere, the sound of some cats fighting each other echoed to their place. The air was cold, but luckily the rain had stopped.  Soon it would be winter, and when it came, there would be no need to worry about raining. Kai rather endured the sheer cold than soaking wet in the rain. He couldn't tolerate heat and wet. The soul felt the same way, however, he didn't have any chances to experience winter in this town, considering that he just came to existence for a few months. So this would be the first winter of him. That thought and Kai's stories about the fun he had in winters made him light up a bit.

Untill he saw that girl again.

"See, I told you she would be here." Yeah congratulation Kai, I wished the opposite.

Thera was sitting on the bench with her eyes closed, making her look just like sleeping. But when Kai and his soul arrived, she suddenly stood up and turned to their direction.

"It's.....you." For a moment, the soul saw a glimpse of confusion in her eyes.

"You forgot this, it would be a nuisance for me to keep it so I return it to you" Kai gave out a bag, which contain her dress, washed and dried.

"So that's your excuse. And you are even trying to act cool." The soul tried not to laugh, and it turned into giggles.

Thera remained silent, the dress couldn't bother her one bit. It were those two.

"Why do you follow me? Didn't I tell you not to?" She looked away.

So that's how she told us, how distinctive.

"Your message was quite extreme. But I just can't let you run around like that." Kai shrugged.

"And why do you care? Aren't you people all the same? Isn't that only yourself you always think about?" So sudden, Thera voice's became all emotional.

"Huh? What are you talking about?" Both of them surprised at how Thera was reacting.

"Isn't that correct? People, human, all of them, they are selfish. When they need help, they pray to different gods, they give out sacrifices, they pledge their life to the one they think could help them. But when helps are no longer needed, when they get what they want, they turn their back at each other, at gods, at the world..."

What the hell is this girl babbling about? Is that the fever make she lost her mind? 

"....Ungrateful." Thera sat down, cast her eyes to the shadow around her.

"So what? what does it have to do with your situation?" Kai knew it would be better not to ask, but again, he couldn't keep his mouth shut.

"Just say, what would you do if you know I am about to kill someone? Will you still help me?" Thera kept saying strange things, which cause the soul trouble thinking.

Kai stay silent for a moment. Mostly because he couldn't comprehend what was going on in the girl's head. Moreover, it was hatred they felt.

That's right, you will leave, you will turn your back at me. No human will bring themselves to trouble by helping a stranger, like me. No one will....

And then Thera felt some one was grabbing her arm.

"Enough of rubbish speaking, you coming back with me." Kai was standing next to her, about to raise her up.

Surprised, Thera could only stare at the guy in front of her. Then, she looked at his hand, holding to her arm.

"That's what you get for wandering around when not fully recovered. It's a good thing you can still stand." Kai awkwardly stepped back, noticing Thera look.

"If that didn't get to you, then I will repeat. I don't need your help, no, you shouldn't help me at the first place."

This girl really is getting me on my nerve. Just what is she? A tsundere bugged robot?

"I get it, but sorry I couldn't follow. You know, not listening to advice is one of my habbits."

"And more to the point, he can't just leave you be, after what you've done to him." The soul spoke out.

"You.... are his soul. What do you mean..." Thera didn't expect to hear Kai's soul.

"I didn't plan to tell you this, but consider how Kai's devotion and feelings toward you, I guess this is best for both of us. The truth is..." And just when he was about to finish...

"Finally we found you, divine one."

He heard a voice. A voice which was even colder than the winter in his imagination that Kai  had described.

Startled, they turned to the direction where the voice came from.

And they saw two shadows. Slowly emerging, as if approaching their preys.

-End chapter 9-

Chapter 8

 Chapter 10

Oct 13, 2013

Chapter 8: Speculation

What is this? Another dream?

Where is this place?
I can't recognise this scenery.
Another messed up reality?

Wait

Is that a statue I  am seeing?

I come closer to see it clearer.

A statue indeed, with the shape of a cat.
It's freaking huge, must be at least as tall as a ten storage building.
And it's...

Staring at me. 

BOONG.

What the hell? Was the noise just now coming from the statue?

BOONG! BOONG!

It's too loud, make it stop! MAKE IT STOP!

BOOOOOONG!

Stop! Stop it already. My head is shaking.

Everything around me rumbling with each beats. The ground is shattered.

And I fall in to oblivion.

Bing Bong!

The door bell's ringing.
Damn it, I had a strange nightmare thanks to that sound.

Bing Bong!

"I'm coming". I reluctantly get up and come to the door, wondering who.

"Hurry up, slowpoke!" Oh it's just her, my sister. 

"Huh? don't you have to go to work today?" After a deep sleep, I completely forget about the time.

"What? Of course I do, but worktime's over now, and I'm hungry too." Her answer does not include the information I lack at the moment. However I quickly realise that it's quite late already, which mean I've slept for like 2 or 3 hours.

"Is it dinner time already?" 
"Yes it is, what have you been doing all the afternoon eh?" She rushes inside to get away from the rain, not even need to hear my saying.

"I went out to buy some books, got caught in the rain, went back home and slept through the day." I tell her all the activities I can remember.

"Going out without an umbrella, in this weather? How really dumb. Is there any hot water? I really need to take a hot shower." She snorts, not so nice for a lady..

"Umm, dunno, I haven't taken the shower yet, go see for yourself." Is that so? 

"Geez, you should always have hot water ready this season you know? Your beloved sis will catch a cold if she does not have a hot comfortable bath, and who will eat dinner with you then?" She keeps going on with and educative yet childish manner while walking to her room. Well, at least she must be surprise that her room suddenly got all cleaned up. Who else could have done this she must wonder.

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Wait a minute.  Is there anything missing?
Is there anything important I need to remember?
I recall cleaning up her room, but why?
For some reason, I feel like a fraction of my memory is erased from my mind, without me noticing it. And then, I hear his voice, angrily.

"You dumbass, how can you forget about it? Thera is still in the room."

Thera? in the room? It feels like all the haze in my head is blown away by a strong wind.

"Shit, why can't I remember it sooner." I rush to the second floor, prepare myself an explaination when my sister sees a strange girl sleeping in the bed.

"Hey sis, wait!"

But when I arrive, all I see is just her, Thera is nowhere to be found.

"Huh, what's up?" She doesn't seem to notice my panic earlier.

"Umm... I cleaned your room this afternoon, see?" At least I know what to say in this situation

"Oh, I'm wondering why my room's so nice. Well thank you, I'll give you some treat for this." Luckily she doesn't have a clue. Well actually it's not thing there to doubt though.

"Make some tasty dishes then." I sigh in relieve, the go back downstair, not sure how to feel.

Should I feel lucky that my sister didn't see Thera? Or should I worry why she wasn't there? I don't know if her injury has recovered yet.

The more important thing is, why is my memory is so blurry?

"Definitely it's her doing." He says, nonchalantly.

"What? What are you talking about?" I don't quite understand the situation here.

"Isn't that obvious? She erased your memory when you was sleeping, the memory about the meeting today. That's the reason why you can remember all the events happened except for her appearance. Well guess she forgot an important thing is that I was also there. Guess in her hurry, she forgot to deal with me too."  Truly thankful, I have this guy with me.

"She erased my memory? Why did she do that?" This is the issue. 

"Clearly she doesn't want anybody know about her existence, that's for sure."

"I know that, the question is why she wants to hide her existence that much, to go that far as erasing my memory. " 

"She said she didn't trust you, right?". I still cannot remember much, did she said such thing, or did he just make that up? Well, come to think of it, I cannot expect to gain her trust that soon.

"What did I tell you before? That girl cannot be trusted. Luckily it was just your memory being erased. If there were anything happening to you, which of course to me too, then we would be so screwed, consider the fact the she's capable of doing such magic like that. Who knows what else she can do?" He continues.

"Why did she leave without saying a word?" While he's pondering about the dangerous site of her, I'm in a complete different world.

"Hmmm? What are you talking about?" A flicker of flame in his voice.

"What if her injury is not fully healed yet? why she had to force herself like that? I don't understand." I'm too deep in the thought that can't even see his rage parameter is rising. But he doesn't burst out like always.

"Man, is that your priority right now? You should know that...."

"I should find her." I interrupt him abruptly. Untill now do I notice his burning anger. Crap, here it comes.

".....You...arhgghh, why are you so stupid?" Just that? all my tense is for nothing then.

"Isn't that the question of a lifetime?" Lame joke, but that's all I can bring up, as usual.

"And you will get no support from me. If you are thinking of doing that, then think about do it on your own. Seriously, I'm tired of telling you to play safe when you keep on risking your life." 

"Come on, what part of it is a risk? She's just a lost injured girl, what could possibly go wrong?" Unless she's a man-eating monster, which is highly unlikely.

"Let me tell you what can go wrong, you could be killed! Have you ever asked yourself why she was in that bad shape?" What nonsense is this guy talking about?

"Why? and how does that relate to her condition?" 

"Use your brain will you? Do you think it randomly happened to her? Or she just ate some out of date food? Even though I'm not 100% sure but her condition was caused by something, or someone." He returns to his coolness when explaining things. Hmm, if I want to cool him down then I will just play dumb and let him do the talking then.

"I see, so you are saying that she is being after?" That sounds reasonable. She knows some magics, even I did not have the chance to see more from it, but she seems to have more than just barrier and mind tricks. If that is the case...

"Yes, power always draws power. I guess she is being chased by some people who are also magic users, like her, or worse." I visualize him sitting in front of me, bitting his fingernail.

"By worse, you mean more dangerous?" I ask.

"What else? Judging on how she collapsed in the middle of the street, it must be a narrow escape." He sounds like an old detective movie.

"Then she needs our help even more." With determination, I suddenly say it out loud, not noticing my sister is coming down.

"Who needs your help?" She heard it, darn.

"Ah...um...well I was just playing with Shaggy. See, looks like she needs her food so badly." I squeeze her tail to make her growl, and get some paw fighting in return.

"You're a weirdo you know? Alright then just wait when I make a new dish I just learned yesterday. It's gonna be good."  That cannot be considered as good news but, well, what do I expect. At least she didn't find out.

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As expected, my sister new dish was, how do I put it, special to some extent. It was some sort of mixture containing eggs, milk and mashed potatoes. I ate them with the happiest face I could put up, or else I will have to cook for both of us for the rest of my life. 

Put that aside, now that my sister had left, I'm having the craziest thought in my mind. I decide to bring the topic back.

"I will find her, no matter what the cost." I hope to hear some, at least, objection from him.

But only silence. He means it. I have to do it on my own.

"Damn he is serious isn't he." I pick up the umbrella, just in case it will rain at night.

Stepping out side, I look back at the clock. It's 10:30 pm. 

I hope that I could bring at least one person back to this house.

-End chapter 8-

Chapter 7

 Chapter 9

Oct 4, 2013

Chapter 7: Fatigue

Alright, it's good to be back.

It's been a craaazy september, now I am officially a NEET. Yup, done with the university and currently freeloading at parents' house. But the good thing is that I have more time to focus on this story and less time worrying about useless stuff.

And screw weekly update, I will update new chapter whenever I can. So it could be like 2 chapters in 3 days or in 3 weeks, depending on how my brain fuction and my typo.

Now, the story continues. Chapter 7 begins.
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"Phew" I sight in relief.

It took a while to show Thera through a few things around the house. She was definitely not acquainted with the commodities, which seemed really odd. My guess would be that she came from some kinds of countryside, or different country at least. She didn't know how to use the shower, or how to turn on the drier. So it was me who had to teach her how to use all the, girly things, awkward. But lucklily she's a quick learner.

Thera is taking the bath at the moment, and I will make use of the time to prepare lunch, though it's quite late to call it lunch, especially at 2 in the afternoon. Let's just make something quick and easy to digest, since I don't know what kind of food Thera would like to eat, and my cooking skill is quite limited. Keeping that in mind, I make two omelettes, stir some cabbage and boil a portion of porridge rice. If she doesn't like the food, I will at least try to make her drink the soup to keep her status from going worse. Nevertheless, it seems to be a difficult task I can tell.

Thiry minutes pass, and food is already finished. Thera should be done for now, I go upstair guessing she is waiting in the bed, silently of course.

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"Why are you doing this?" The question echoed in my head.

Thera was the first to ask, when I was showing her around.

"Eh? I guess you're not familiar with my house so..." I didn't understand her intention.

"Why do you agree to shelter me? Given the fact that I'm a total stranger." 

"Oh that. Umm, you asked for our help so it's natural for me to..." I spoke whatever came up in my head.

Hold her tounge for a second, Thera murmured to herself.

"Natural? Is it natural for human to help each other?" The cold in her voice slowly froze the air.

"Ummm.... actually, I don't know, to be honest. But it's a good thing to do though, you know, helping your own kind." Why did I speak of something I didn't believe in?

"What if it was not your own kind seek for your help? Is it still a good thing if it unnatural? What was your true intention?" She kept on pressing the questions, which drove me further from the shore of my reason. I asked myself the same question, why did I do this? I could have done just like he told me, but why? why? This was not what I intended to to become. I wanted to become the one who would shake off any emotion, the one who would stand there, and watch... But I couldn't, because it was her.

"Actually, I don't know either. Back then I just felt like helping you, that's all." Guess that's much better than saying something like: "I saw you in my dream so it's my fate to help you." Much better.

"Let me make this straight" - I continued- "I'm not a nice person, but also not a bad one. So feel free to hold any kind of thought or judgement about me, I don't really care at all. But as long as you are here, please rest well and don't push yourself too hard. I don't know how to explain about a dead girl in my house okay?" I knew I couldn't let myself be too comfortable around her. At least his advice still had its weight.

Maybe surprise because of my change of pace, she cast her eyes into space. Then..

"You're not honest with yourself, I cannot trust you." With strong confirmation, she stated.

Keeping the straight face, I turned around.

"As I said before, keep the assumption to yourself. The bath is ready, you can go wash yourself. Your clothes can be put in that basket over there, I'll dry them later. Here's your new clothes to change. They're from my sister, but judging from your form, I think they'll fit." Putting the clothes down, I walked out of the room.

"Why are you doing this?" the second time this question was raised. Only the one who asked was different.

"Come on, I've told you already haven't I?" I was really tired of being questioned over and over.

"No, I mean why was that sudden change of attitude like that?" He was curious, definitely.

"That? what do you mean? Did I do something weird?"

"Don't play dumb on me. You know what I'm talking about right? At first you was like "here you go Thera", and then you was like "I don't really care about you". What are you, a tsundere or something?" 

"What? Sheez, didn't you tell me to be careful around her? I just acknowleged your words after all. Don't tell me you forget already." Yeah, I doubted that.

"My my, you've crossed the line long ago my friend. Just a little caution will not change anything. But at least, I can see you're improving." 

"Improving? at what?" I was curious. Could that guy be able to compliment someone?

"At stupidity level, you're less stupid now. You should be glad." He said happily.

"Well I don't know how to react to that." My expectation was too damn high.

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"Thera, lunch is ready." I knock the door.

No response. It's not a good sign.

"Thera" I know again, still no answer. It's really worrisome. She didn't look well from the beginning. If it happen she faints again, well... Guess I have no choice then.

"Excuse me, I'm going in." I open the door, slowly, in case of, you know, unexpected scene.

But all my worries was for notthing. She has already put herself to sleep. The clothes I gave her does fit her very well, and she look peacefully sleeping.

"..." Dazed for a second, I snap myself out immidiately. It's not right to keep stairing at a sleeping girl. Totally not.

"Eh, don't even have any funny idea, got that?" His voice sounds somewhat, I don't know, threatening?

"What do you think I am? I'm not that kind of person you know." A genuine anger when you're misunderstood.

"Well, I just warn you, don't have to go all gung-ho like that." That little shit, he keeps toying with me.

"Oh I get it. I will listen to her guardian then. It's a good thing to have somebody look after her too." 

"Hey, I'm not her guardian or something, you hear me? I just don't want you to.." He quickly disclaims, how amusing.

"Right right, I get it, you don't have to get all hyped-up like that. Chill down bro." I block his escape, consider this as my payback you ass.

"You..." He wants to say something really bad, I know.

"Okay okay, I was just foolling around." I should drop it here if I don't want to get some nasty revenge later on.

It was a quick lunch, just two of us. Thera's still sleeping and will not wake up anytime soon. She must be worn out. Outside, it starts to rain again. Just the beginning of autumn and it has already become quite cold and humid. The rain has last for 4 or 5 days, I can't even remember. It seems like the sky has sucked all the water from the ocean and pour them down to the land. And as if it's not enough, the northern winds raging continuously, bringing the breeze to make a typical picture of fall. It's always like that this time of the year. No yellow leaves, no cool winds, just rains and coldness. The weather change so sudden from summer to autumn that it would even make people who are not familiar with this climate sick. It goes like this: one day it's hot like hell, melty temperature in the morning. But just in the afternoon, you've worn your long sleeves already. Harsh as it is, I'm still okay with this weather, cause it makes me fall alseep very easily. Speaking of which, I feel a heavy weight put on my eyelids. After a long stroll under the rain, now a full stomach, I guess this is reasonable. 

"Well, it's been hell out of a day." 

With that spoken to myself, I lie down to the couch and slowly fall to sleep, forgetting all that happened. 

The last thing I remember is the number 15:01 showed on the clock.

-End chapter 7-